Boys’ Books
by Katharine Kerr
I was lucky enough to grow up in a family of readers. Admittedly, on my mother’s side of the family, some of them mostly read the Bible or religious works. Others, like my mother and grandmother, loved the “sweet” Romances of the period. My uncles loved Westerns and police thrillers. My father’s parents, on the other hand, were serious Leftists and read serious Leftist books, like DAS KAPITAL in the original German. Both sides, however, believed in reading aloud to children. They also believed in public libraries.
From the time I was big enough to
walk the ten blocks or so to our local branch, my grandmother and I made a
weekly trip to the library. She loaded
up on genre reading for her, and I loaded up on books from the children’s
section, mostly animal stories, which I particularly loved. As soon as I could read, I read a lot, well
beyond that illusory category, “grade level”.
That’s when the trouble started.
Not from my grandparents, I hasten to add, but from the other adults
around me.
When I was an older child and young
teen-ager, back in the 1950s, I began to hear entirely too often, “You
shouldn’t be reading that book. It’s not
for you.” No, I hadn’t picked out a book
with too many big words or too much sex, nothing from the “Adult” section of
our public library, no Leftist tracts, either.
I had committed the sin of liking Boys’ Books.
It may be hard to imagine now, but there used to be fixed categories of Boys’ Books and Girls’ Books. Boys got science fiction, adventure stories, historical stories of battles and exploration. Girls got junior Romances, stories of girls helping others or setting up their own homes, horse stories, and . . . well, I never found much else in that section of the library. Some were well written, like the “Anne of Green Gables” books or the “Flicka” horse stories. Most struck me as utter crap, even at thirteen, particularly the junior Romances, such as the Rosamund de Jardin “Marcy” series. Oh yes, I can’t forget the forerunners of “self help” books. Those available for girls in the 1950s centered around “how to look pretty and get a boyfriend.” I never noticed any self help in the Boys’ section. They, apparently, didn’t need advice.
What I wanted were the adventures,
the battles, and the science fiction.
Among the Boys’ Books, I discovered Roy Chapman Andrews and Robert
Heinlein’s YA novels, along with a lot of lesser writers whose names, alas, I
have forgotten but whom I loved at the time.
When I went to the library desk to check these books out, the voices
started. “Are you getting those for your
brother? No? Why do you want to read those? They’re for boys. You should look in the Girls’ section.” No librarian actually prevented me from
taking the books home, mind. That was
reserved for my mother. “Why are you
reading that junk?” was one of her favorite phrases. “It’s not for girls. Take those back. Get some good books.”
I read most of Heinlein’s YA books while sitting in the library. Why risk taking them home and getting nagged? When as a teen, I graduated to SF for grown-ups, the disapproval escalated, too. My mother helpfully tried to get me to read proper female literature by checking out books for me. I dutifully read them -- hell, I’d read anything at that age, from cereal boxes on up -- but I never liked them. Finally, she gave up.
But even the books I loved told me I shouldn’t be reading them. Some had no female characters at all. Some had a few females placed here and there,
as servants or, back in the delicate ‘50s, “love objects.” (Raw sex objects arrived in SF a bit
later.) A few had horrible female
villians, like THE STARS MY DESTINATION, where a bitter woman, trapped in a
teleport-proof prison to protect her virtue, schemed against the hero. There were exceptions, like Jirel of
Joiry. The librarian let me check those
out without comment. But on the whole,
the Boys’ Books had merely grown up -- or grown older.
Reading a
lot of SF did make me profoundly interested in science. I desperately wanted to be part of the space
program. In high school I took all the
science and math I could. I got the
highest marks in those classes only to be told that no one would ever let me
into an all-male space program. And back in 1960, it was most definitely
all-male. One of my teachers even joked
that maybe I could be a receptionist at JPL.
I realized at some point that reading the “wrong” books had given me the
“wrong” dreams. At 16, confused and
vulnerable, I gave it all up. I took no
more “hard” science courses. I left the
math classes to the boys, just like the boys wanted. I read no science fiction at all for years,
until I came across Ursula Le Guin in the late 1960s.
I have been
known to snark at writers and editors who question the need for including a
wide range of characters in their fiction.
Why? I know first hand that it hurts.
Had I been black or Asian or a member of some other minority group, it
would have hurt even worse. People who
read a lot of fiction form judgments based on their reading about how the world works and how it should work. Books can
give us dreams and ideals and goals.
Saying to any group, “these dreams, these goals, are not for you” harms
not just the individuals, but our culture.
These days, the future needs all the help it can get. Let’s not turn anyone away who wants to be
part of it.
Katharine Brahtin Kerr was born in Cleveland, Ohio, in 1944 to a family which considered itself British-in-exile far more than American--and Royalist to boot. Since she was taught to read on British books alone, these sentiments resulted in her inability to spell properly in either system, British or American, though fortunately there were no other lasting effects. Just to compound the culture shock, the family moved to Santa Barbara, California, when Katharine was a schoolgirl. She was horrified to realize that in Southern California, beaches are far more important than books. She vowed to leave as soon as possible, carrying out the threat in 1962, when she moved to the San Francisco Bay Area. Since then, she has left it only to visit relatives in the British Isles and currently lives in San Francisco. Eventually she had the good fortune to meet up with an old friend from secondary school, Howard Kerr, who loved cats, books, and baseball as much as she does. They were married in 1973 and stayed that way until Howard’s death in 2020.
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About the cover, Katharine says, "That’s Dan Brennan, drug addict, street hustler, but still the best damn star pilot in the interstellar Republic."
Loved Dan and Jorje and the rest of the characters in Haze. My mother censored my reading, forbidding me Lird of the Rings, Gone with the Wind, even the grown-up section of Louisa May Alcott's Old-Fashioned Girl. I was in high school before I was permitted. Am envious of your library trips! Too much trouble for my parents.
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